Saturday, August 28, 2004
MoVeD to a brand new blog again!Sorry for the inconvenience but i'm so BoReD!I just thought of moving again...Lolx!Check it out:
NeW bLoG!
xxfoxxy_ladyxx LeFt DrAmA sTuDiO aT 8/28/2004 10:12:00 PM.
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
To dream anything that you want to dream that is the beauty of the human mind
To do anything that you want to do that is the strength of the human will
To trust yourself to test your limits that is the courage to succeed
Went shopping with mommy today!Rawks the hell out of me!Lolx!This month's seasons ain't that interesting so i never buy any clothes!All i bought today are 2 sport bras and a Von Dutch bag that i had been finding for a long time and finally got it.The black ROXY sneaker i so badly wanna buy is Out Of Stock!!!The only colours available are Baby blue and pink!Ewww too BLAH!Black is much betta!How SAD!!!Before we head to town, went to Esplanade first to check out my sis's new workplace!Hahahax!My sis look damn good in her new uniform!I mean she always look good but this time she look extra good!Lolx!Anyways Esplanade wasn't that interesting, we just check the place out for a while and finally decided to head to town...
While me and my mom was eating at Takashimaya's KFC my pals (Ilyasaa, Fuad and Isham) were disturbing me with phone calls and stupid msg-es that i can't even finish my food cause i was like busy replying to their stupid msg-es and in the end my mom said she help me reply.Lolx!I agreed to the idea so i let her...And when my mom pickedup the phone they shouted "Your Nanny!"...Lolx!Without knowing that it's my MOM!!!Lolx!Busted!So they called the 2nd time and i picked it up and told them it was my mom just now...Oh man!They got so scared and Fuad was like apologising BADLY!Lolx!Served them right!And i warned them JOKINGY try disturbing me again this time around i'm gonna ask my dad to answer the phone!Hahahhaha!They didn't dare to call or msg again~
Now i'm finally at home and already packed my school bag!Right now i'm trying to finish up my Chemistry Ten-Yr-Series MCQ Questions cause Sharon wanna check my work tomorrow!Lolx!She's like my mom and teacher now..Good to have a friend like her so CaRiNg!Lolx!Cya guys around~Hearing all those oldies songs like "One Sweet Day" by Boyz II Men, "Now and Forever" by Richard Marx and lots more is just so soothing!I love hearing this kinda songs late at night just keep my mind in PEACE!Smuacks people!I'll try to blog more next time!For now good night!=)
Song Of The Day:
Abrazame Muy Fuerte by Juan GabrieL
Mood of The Day:
LiFe Is BeAuTiFuL!
xxfoxxy_ladyxx LeFt DrAmA sTuDiO aT 8/22/2004 09:23:00 PM.
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold
But every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that i am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me
Last Sunday (15th August 2004), we (Mart and Me) went to catch Ashlee Simpson's FREE GIG at the Skate Park!And it was awesome!We did not regret one bit!The host was Vj Utt which add to the funkiness and when Ashlee finally came out to perform, the crowd went wild!She rawks!Her fashion pretty laid back i expect her to dress gorgeously something like what Hilary Duff usually wore for her concert but i was taken by surprise when she came out with a Sk8er chic fashion!What add to the unforgettable day is that by the end of the concert, we got to take pictures with VJ Utt!!!I mean c'mon when you gonna get that chance again???And what's more, we spotted Camilla of Nickelodeon's Whacked! show!And we were shy but we did manage to have our picture taken with her!Then we tried to catch Ashlee after the show, wishing in our sane mind that we could at least have our picture taken with her!Lolx!More like *dream on*!Then i had to follow Martina's family for dinner!Omigosh!I'm like so shy and embarassed but soon i got the hang of it. Thanks Mart for everything and help me thank your family too for that yummy dinner!=)
I just had my O level English Oral yesterday and it was cool!At least i did not stammer just plain nervous that's all.They asked about granparents and marriage!I mean wad a topic to ask???When they asked me "So do you plan to get married in the future?". I was like Oh Shit! did i hear that right or is there something wrong with my ear!Lolx!But it was right that was the question they asked me!Oh hell!At least i answered alright!
Tomorrow will be my F&N practical exam and i am now trying to finish up my Food Order List and Time Plan it's darn hard!I'm like following Jasmi's Time Plan and i hope he don't mind i really can't think fo a better one...Anyways i'll stop here betta get going with my F&N so i can sleep after this and not be a zombie tomorrow!I need my precious beauty sleep!Lolx!Nites peeps!
Song of The Day:
Shadow by Ashlee Simpson
Mood Of The Day:
Completely Happy!
xxfoxxy_ladyxx LeFt DrAmA sTuDiO aT 8/18/2004 11:45:00 PM.
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
There are no secrets to success
It is the result of preparation, hard work
And learning from failure
I couldn't believe my luck!Two days ago we got back our M.T O Level results and it was very dissapointing.Our school standard is BELOW National Level which means it's pretty bad and that our school is kinda low standard.I mean c'mon all my friends and me from an A we dropped drastically to B!That's very bad!I got a B4, i was fine with it!Anyway we're given another chance to re-take it so i'll try my best to score better the next time...So after Naf lend my hp to call her mom, her mom was being all positive and just told her to try harder the next time...All this time the way she describes her mom is whoa!I thought her mom's all grouchy and fierced much worse than my mom so if Naf can get a positive remark frm her mom, i thought mine's gonna be the same...So i called my mom!And wad did i get?A complete nagging + vinegar and salt to scar my wound even deeper!The words she used oh man it's so stinging!The minute i clicked off my hp, my tears began pouring by itself...I never felt so hurt before and i never cried in front of people before...It's just so embarassing so i decided to face the fences while i shed my tears waiting for the bus to head to Kallang KFC but i guess it was fat hope...My friends spotted me crying i mean they were shocked i believe but somehow they tried their best to console me as well...Thanks pals but i really need a time alone at that point of time...After i got back my mom's mood got worse she was utterly dissapointed with me that she kinda ignored me...Then came my cikgus...They kept on mentioning those expected to get distinctions students but didn't get it names over and over again!And one of them is me so i cringed everytime my name's mentioned and plead that she would stop!But it goes on and on that i decided to just ignore it and not hear a thing...I tried my best even during that period of time, i studied and practised my TYS!I didn't even touch the TV nor the computer!What more do they want from me???
Then today we got the STARS:English and Literature!I don't mind attending the English as we got a new teacher to teach us and i think she's a good teacher at least now we got better in answering the questions rather than before...But i'm not really into the Literature programme...I think it isn't helping, maybe cos mushroom's teaching but anyway my eye-lids like drooping and nearly fell asleep when she called my name!Busted!I just muttered something and act all DUMB!What can i say i have the word "LOSER" tattooed on my forehead!Then just yesterday i received stupid msg-es frm someone i don't even noe it's only today then i found out the person i get rather pissed off that he got my number from his friends i don't like people passing my numbers even if they want to at least ask for my permission then i wouldn't mind...So i thought he got it from his friend which i know and yeah we're friends so he has my number...But somehow my friend did not really gave my hp number away but instead his friend kinda lend his hp and took my number...So now my head's like spinning and i dunno what to do...
I thought of settling this shit when i saw them in the morning on monday but i'm walking to school and i have to walk to school!I really want to cos i really need a morning walk to soothe my mind...It's one of my ways to relieve stress besides writing in my diary...So beats me!I really don't know what to do...If ya homies got any suggestions pls feel free to comment on my tag board!I need your help...And tomorrow is Ashlee Simpson's FREE GIG at Skate Park!I was so looking forward to this gig that when i was taking my afternoon nap cos i was feeling so tired and beat up today i just needed an afternoon nap!And i dreamed!I dreamed that it was a Sunday and i was waiting for Mart to call me to settle the time and our meeting place but she didn't and i waited and waited until i fall asleep and later i woke up it was already 6+ going to 7 and i realised the concert is OVER!I immediately woke up feeling my heart beating SO HARD!!!Lolx!Man i dunno what got me into that dream...It was a very weird dream indeed!Anyways i really hope everything turns out smoothly tomorrow i really need this one last gig before i start hitting the books which i already did!I started wit my Geog Sec 3 txtbk and in da middle of the 2nd chapter...Tomorrow i'm gonna practise a bit on my Oral cos on Monday i'm having the English O Level Oral and i hope i aced it as i only scored a Merit for my M.T oral exam which is not good...Quoting from my partner SHARON: Strength of STONE be in my BONE!Peace everyone i have to do some e-learning on Geography now!Cya around~
Song Of The Day:
Look What You've Done by JET
Mood Of The Day:
Pretty Disturbed
xxfoxxy_ladyxx LeFt DrAmA sTuDiO aT 8/14/2004 10:27:00 PM.
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
The speech of yours hath mov'd me
And shall perchance do good
But speak you on
You look as you had something more to say
For the 3 days holiday we planned to head to Johor Bahru, Malaysia but somehow after we had our breakfast at this jungle place, there has been a change of plan!My kuzzie, Izan, had brought along some clothes and begged her mom to head to Kuala Lumpur.My parents being the soft-hearted type can't stand it and gave in so all 7 of us headed to Kuala Lumpur for a night stay!The place where we had breakfast had this cotton trees everywhere and from stories i've heard the cotton trees had something to do with the unwanted spirits like the well known malay ghost called "Pontianak"...According to my mom, tis ghosts love to just swing and hang out at tis particular tree and what's worse we found out that the place closes in the afternoon and have you like asked yourself "Why is it so?"...The answer is well explained to prevent us from meeting the unwanted spirit!Yikes!Send me goosebumps all over my body~
We headed to KL where my Uncle Jasni had to drive for 3 hrs straight cause my dad is practically hopeless!Lolx!He can't drive well in a foreign country...Anyways it's more of a misadventures...First we got lost in finding our hotel "Grand Seasons Hotel" so we had to ask someone for the direction.The person we had consult was pretty hilarious!The way he explained to us where we can find the hotel and everything, his hand gestures and facial expressions send us laughing our arse off!Lolx!But due to his serious explanation lolx we got to that hotel and then our luck got worse~The hotel is full and so is all the other 5,4 and even 3 stars hotel!We tried everywhere and we had no choice but to stay in a one star hotel which is so called "De First Inn" more like FIRST from below!The hotel room is so filthy and when we flush OMG it makes this stupid noises wad i'm trying to say is that that's the worse hotel i've been too and thank gawd it's only for one night i could have died!I'm preppy i admit but hey who wouldn't???After all da mayhem our first stop was of course to the "Times Square Shopping Centre" and we had the best time in the indoor theme park!We rode the roller coaster, a ride something like the PEPSI at downtown East and of course the ride which is alike to da cardbury ride at downtown East as well...The queue took us forever so we didn't have much time to spare for games and so we rode 3 rides and went for a shopping spree...Nothing caught my eye and i didn't even get to buy anything for my friends cos it's a rush since we never brought along any luggage meanings no clothes no underwear no NOTHING!!!S we had to search for our stuff at the shopping centre...It's pretty yucky having to wear back the same clothes for two days...But oh well it's a misadventure afterall...Then we headed back to hmm our French inn lolx da first inn from below and had a slp...We slept in a way that all 3 of us got to slp at the two single beds joined together and when someone moved the other bed will move and our butt will be stuck in the middle of the two beds and when i got up the next morning!Oh man!My butts were pretty sore and all...Worse night ever!
The next day we headed to KLCC for another shopping spree...Though they had Topshop, ZARA, MNG and all but it isn't the same as shopping in S'pore cos theirs is so last season...Didn't find anything that caught my eyes so i didn't buy anything~I thought of buying a top for the Ashlee Simpson's free gig on Sunday (August the 15th) but couldn't find anything nice...After everything we headed back to Johor Bahru where my mom and auntie Azmah shop for their groceries at Giant Supermarket...Then headed to our tailor's house cos we had to place our cloth for this year's Hari Raya clothes which is in November and wad's worse while people going out for collections we'll be stuck at home studying for our dear O LEVEL!What rotten luck we got this year...Is this wad they called dragon babies are lucky babies???I tink our year 1988 which happen to be Water Dragon seemed to be all that lucky!Maybe being water dragon babies are jinxed haha!Now i'm back im my home sweet home and just found out that we got Chemistry and Maths test tomorrow!!!I haven't prepare anything, never even study and all and my Maths hmw still undone!I smell death the day after tomorrow!Lolx!So gonna DIE!I live it up to Allah and pray tt he'll help me through this~Pls Allah save me!I plead your blessings!=)
Song Of The Day:
Slide Along Side by SHIFTY
Mood Of The Day:
Shocked!!!
xxfoxxy_ladyxx LeFt DrAmA sTuDiO aT 8/10/2004 09:49:00 PM.
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Saturday, August 07, 2004
It is easy to sit up and take notice
What is difficult is getting up and taking action
This is home truly as my senses tell me...
Where my dreams wait for me...
Where the river always flows...
This is home truly where i know i must be
This is where i won't be alone...
For this is where i know it's home...
*Sobs*I don't know why but everytime "NaTiOnAL DaY" came, i felt all sad!I realised how much my country had progressed and if i grew older will i still live?Or migrate to overseas?Sometimes it's hard to leave HOME but under strong circumstances we have to take actions but i really hope i don't have to leave fore i know this is where i belong!I love you SINGAPORE and HaPpY BiRtHdAy!!!
Our school's this year's National Day celebration wasn't as fun as last year's...I find it all boring and there's not much performance!My school has all the talented students but somehow they misused their talents and so this is what we got!And all-boring shows!!!But of all the shows my favourite is the chicken dance performed by the sec 3 guys...It's so CUTE!Lemme repeat it IT"S CUTE!Lolx!I was laughing my arse off and really enjoyed that particular show mainly because we expect them to perform a breakdance item or something like what they performed for Racial Harmony Day but out came a chicken dance!Hahax!It was a great surprise!The second item i find alright is the performance by two of my school's sec 5 students..They performed 2 items one of them played the piano while the other played an electric guitar!I don't know what's their first item called but the 2nd item is on Maxim's Battle Of The Bumblebee!Pretty talented i admit!
After the ever so boring and dreading mini concert, we're finally dismissed!We will only collect our goodies when school re-open which is on Tuesday!Ain't it cool?It's quite a long vacation!And i'm going to Malaysia tomorrow er-hmm my auntie Azmah gonna treat us!I love getting all tis treats..Lolx!Today had been quite a boring day!I had to wake up quite early after sleeping at midnight last night!I practically dragged myself out of bed...And where we go???To little india!It was nice eating indian food!Love indian food i had Masala Tosai for lunch!Then went to OG shopping centre my sis wanna find something there...It was quite boring, i just tag along my mom and sis and follow them from aisle to aisle don't know what to do...So boring!So basically that's how my day ended up today!I'll end here blog more when i have time and something to type!Nitez peeps!=)
Song Of The Day:
Meant To Live by Switchfoot
Mood Of The Day:
Half-Bored
xxfoxxy_ladyxx LeFt DrAmA sTuDiO aT 8/07/2004 09:05:00 PM.
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Thursday, August 05, 2004
Watch your thoughts they become your words
Watch your words they become your actions
Watch your actions they become your habits
Watch your habits they become your character
Watch your character for it will become your destiny
My brain suffering!I tried my best to store as much information as possible as i read my notes and textbooks for today's tests...My PoOr brain!It suffered so much and i was being too harsh i guess cos i nearly blacked out during the tests...We had the continuation of the Maths paper 1 we did yesterday and believe me!It's terrible!The worse Maths test i had sat for all my life!It's so hard and it's only Paper 1, imagine Paper 2 which we'll be sitting for when school re-open..Is this what to be so called prepared for PRELIM or O Level???Haiz!This can't go on or i'll fail with flying colours and Maths is something i don't wanna flunk for important reasons like all courses in the Polytechnic requires Maths and if you wanna attend 3 months college it also requires Maths + my dad not gonna be all that happy if i flunk my Maths!The subject which he is so concern about!After the torturous Maths paper, without a break right after my maths teacher stepped out of the class came my geog teacher, Mrs Anne Tan!She began immediately and i was dumbfounded...Question 1 was pretty long which takes up all the marks and question 2 is the last with 7 marks.I missed two questions!I was scribbling and writing anything and everything i had stored inside my brain!But time was fast!I missed two questions and can't seem to do anything about it so i just hand up the paper.Pretty bad huh?
But life with my friends has been stable i guess...I learn to forgive after reading a storybook called "The Testament" by George Grisham...The way the character Rachel Lane's character and when she finally died whoa! it's so touching!It really touched my soul and suddenly i learn to forgive!So yeah i forgiven all my friends who had hurt my heart though it still bleeds deeply at least now it's kinda heal a bit and i accept them into my life again...
Just in the afternoon i was watching the telenovela "Gaby" aka "Ven Junto A Mi"...It was so sweet finally Reimundo met Gaby but i guess everything's too late, Gaby got a new life with her now husband, Raul Dilapena and Reimundo is with Yamilex...The relationship between gaby and Reimundo no longer exist...Haiz!Life is always unfair!Loved the telenovela to bits!Didn't even missed an episode, it got me hooked on...Talking about life being unfair i have my Food and Nutrition coursework to finish up before the end of august!Damn!I'm practically rushing through and i still haven't chosen 3 recipes to be cook for my practical exam...So betta get going now!And thanks peeps for commenting on my new layout!I love it too hehe!You peeps rawk my world!!!
Song Of The Day:
All Out Of Love by Air Supply
Mood Of The Day:
Content
xxfoxxy_ladyxx LeFt DrAmA sTuDiO aT 8/05/2004 08:10:00 PM.
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